Blog~Blog~

Yeay!!
Moving on to a new blog
Activation after exams!
I'll just start from scratch....
From 0 post...=.=

My Quote

Words without feelings is a world without colors

Keep :)

Unspeakable...

It's not fair...

You get to scold me..

And the next two hours,

you can forget nothing happened..

Then you ask "want to eat anything?" =.=

From that moment on...

Everything looks normal...

How can you bait me with food!!! =.=

Pathetically...

I'm always falling for it........

Haiz...

Now i'm so-called having "fever"

I feel a bit warm these days..

Just standing can bring me to sweat...

But hey! The weather is hot-.-

My forehead seems kinda warm..

Warm is normal...I'm human-.-

Fever pills...

I'm not having fever! ...

Trashed

You know, it's so hard for me to mature up.

Everyone has emotions, fear joy love sadness surprise anger

What if one of those emotions went missing inside you.

When you almost burst, you pull it back in.

If someone sees the emotion, scared them eh?

Sharing an emotion is scary.

People sees through your trashed history.

And eventually, keeps a distance away...

Keeping it inside is even more painful.

You don't know how much you can hold back.

Until the day, when you finally give up on yourself.

Listening to people's heart.

Solving people's problems.

I don't wish for much.

I don't ask for any solutions.

I don't want to drown you with me.

I just need someone to listen.

Looking straight ahead.

Waiting and waiting.

For someone to see me.

Someone to be there for me.

Just for someone to say- I care.

My Quote

Keep :) and probably you won't :')

Gastric Remedies :)

Tip 1: It is crucial to take 3 meals daily at regular time. Remember to avoid snacks at night so as to prevent nocturnal acid secretion which will trigger gastric pain at night.

Tip 2: Try not to overeat at each meal. If you feel hungry easily, try to take some small snacks between meals. A small portion each time with more frequent meals will reduce attacks.

Tip 3: It is important that you do not take too fatty food, too oily stuff or too much fiber in your diet as all these trigger acid secretion. Instead, eat more garlic.

Tip 4: You have to avoid taking too much spicy foods as Chili will induce over active acid secretion, causing dyspeptic symptoms such as, abdominal pain, nausea, feeling of fullness and bloating.

Tip 5: Drinking too much milk is not encouraged as milk contain Calcium and protein, therefore enhancing acid production. Drink lots of water everyday.

Tip 6: Avoid certain caffeine containing beverages such as coffee, tea, coke, as well as alcohol, citrus juice and tomato juice.

Tip 7: Avoid consuming too much of certain food like chocolate, mint, spearmint and chewing gum.

Tip 8: Stop smoking as cigarette contain nicotine.

Tip 9: To elevate your head 6-8 inches higher during sleep, by placing a block/foam/wedge under the head, to reduce acid reflux.

Tip 10: Avoid wearing tight fitting clothes and lying down immediately after a meal.

Tip 11: Try to lose weight if you are obese.

Tip 12: Try to take a more relax pace in life, stress will trigger acid reflux.

My first gastric :D

Stomach in extreme corrosion...

Sit stand or sleep...it still haunts you..

I guess thats what you call gastric...

WOW! 

its..............painful...-.-

I gobbled down a huge burger for late night meal....

So when my stomach was in pain,

I thought it was food poisoning or something.

The pain was suppose to subside, 

So i ignored it, continue with movies and games.

When the pain got worst,

I feel like escaping to sleep,

Hopefully the pain will go away in my dreams-.-

I managed all the way to my bedroom without

.....falling down unconscious...

Slowly got on bed...

The more i move my body around,

the worst it got...

Relax...i told myself to relax...

Think of happy stuff....

The pain feels numb to me now...

When i close my eyes, the pain shots back into me.....

I need to sleep, so screw the pain...

Close your eyes, when you sleep, you cant feel a single pain...

How i wish it was true...

I took in all the pain, until i burst...

I just feel like banging my head on the wall...(suiciding)

I don't like this kind of pain :(

Half in tears, i woke my sister up..

Swallowed the gastric pill..

But it got stuck halfway without water to flush it down..

After that, the pain hit me a few more times before saying byebye..

Like revenging on me for trying to make it disappear =.=

Yea, im never ever telling mum i got gastric...

She's going to kill and nag me...haiz...

So, for safety, i'll smuggle some pills for emergency use :)

Dreams~oh~dreams

A little girl in a little dark room, having a little thought. Is the room going to eat me up? she asked mummy. Hiding behind the mother's skirt, she pretended she can't see through the room's darkness. But she knows, she can convince her mind but not her heart. I'm afraid, I want to go home, she tells her mum. But her mum is no longer there. Betrayal, she is alone. Hands outstretched to grab her only hope. Something to make her disappear from the stare of the eyes in the darkness. The eyes which spells depths of meaning without a single word, simple but sharp. She wants to run back home, to her bed which holds the diary of feelings. She wants to but she can't. If she makes a single sound, the eyes will see her. She walks slowly, hides in a corner, and waits for someone to rescue her. When she woke up, she realized, it's just another dream. A dream in life, a life in dreams. I'm starting to get them mixed up =.=

Motion Pictures Shown in Feel Around

You won't stop laughing no matter how many times you watch this! XD

Drowning :)

From now on...
I'll just let myself drown ^^
I had been breathing my whole life..
It's time to try something new..

Drown drown~
Drown to the bottom~
Bubbles float~
Pop!

Dissecting Frogs

It reminds me of what i did in the lab today.....
http://www.surgery-games.org/43/Dissect-a-Frog.html

I have to say it's kind of interesting...
The heart beats even after you pulled it out...
The lungs is foamy bubbly type...
Which I accidentally punctured it...
The tongue is kind of stretchable...
And the eyes falls into the head socket...
I didn't have the time to find the brain...
Overall...interesting...

We prayed for the frog before we start the surgery
...so it shouldn't be that cruel...is it?

Online Reading

eBooks Tree

Those who cant afford tons of story books at a time, 

e-books are the BEST solution ever. 

Free Pdf. downloads. 

What more can I ask? XD

p.s : 

I'm on a hunt for R.L.Stine books. 

Any links to recommend? :D

Dad :)

I'm so happy that i can cry ^^
I talked to my dad minutes ago..hehe~
Very rare for me to actually have a one-to-one long conversation with him...
Perhaps it's the awkwardness lurking in me...
But i have the feel it will soon disappear!
As we're getting close like father and daughter can be :)
Dad even said he will try to make it back home this Saturday :D
I only get to see him twice a month but I'm grateful with what i have now
I'm glad I did send out the message... ( the fish radiation case )
It took me lots of courage to do so..........
I can still hear the happiness and excitement in him as he phoned me back^^
Today, I took the first step :)

Homework...

This will be the last you see of me... 

I'm being brutally murdered by HOMEWORK 

Someone please send Homework to jail...^^

Is it just a dream...forever?

Standing in the middle

Flowing in the wind

Melody twisting

Eyes locking

Today

I

I'll keep it to myself. For someday, to come true :)

Franz Liszt

Handsome Composers = Franz Liszt

It is true XD

Frog :D

I visited the pet shop today...on a mission to find frogs :)
I'm dissecting them during Biology class, 22March ^^
I have never reared a frog in my whole life...
Must be fun? XD
But of course, I will still scream if they jump at me...as they reminds me of cockroach ^^
I'm just eager to keep them...
Not eager to dissect them...it's going to be cruel...-.-
I've figured out their names !! LOL
Lets see...Green Junior !

Manga

All you've ever heard is other people's praises...
And so, you began to hide your true but imperfect self....
Until you grow more and more afraid of exposing it to the world...
You have been acting a part, so that even if you got hurt, you pretend it doesn't matter..
Though in your heart, you are bleeding...
When I said that you were afraid of being hurt, I think I should have said that you were too careful about protecting yourself...
Until there was a part of you.....

It's like a remedy of life...when i read manga~ :)
www.mangafox.com

PLKN 2011

WAKAKAKA !!! :P

Caught In A Web

I just love jumping round the net, provided it's virus free. Most of the time, I find interesting discoveries. Guess that's what making net so addictive. It just so wide to explore. The knowledge I can read everyday, is unlimited ! Imagine, things I won't even dare to think of, is starting to seem so convincing :D
And since exams is over, sure enough i need to relax myself with some basic reading, not Studying Again...


The Eyes Have It
Drink Water On Empty Stomach... Is It Good?
Wake Up !


These few links might not seem that interesting (because I lost the main links...), but you can always link them to romance and etc ;)

Buried dreams...

Beautiful?? YES !!

Looking from far...
Heart aching...
I tell myself...
One day...I will....
Please wait for me.....

Exams! :D

During the examination week~

Did you know...

You can actually :

Break your lymph during biology.

Menyejarahkan yourself if unprepared.

Being factorized completely.

Demoralized because you passed up all your nilai.

Chemically challenged by graphs.

It has finally ended today :)

Teachers.......

I can never figure out why some teachers are just typically mean... 

Do they have a grudge against students... 

Is asking questions really that bad =.= 

Seriously, maybe i should just stop asking....

But if it's so, why do teachers exist? 

Bye Bye :D

I finally did it :')
I'm so proud of myself.
Facebook will evaporate from my life XD

Scratch?

Hmm~ I wonder. If it aches, can i give it a scratch? o.0

Allz is Well !!

I didn't know what took me so long to realize. Nobody was holding me back. It was myself all this while. Restraining from breaking free. So i might be braver to take a step forward from now on. I want to voice out my opinion too x( I can actually smile better now. Don't believe? nah~ :DD . Hahaha. Everything seems much lighter now. There will be less stress from now on. It's better to let go, sometimes it's true :P Ok. My favorite phrase from now on~ Allz Is Well !! Allz is Well !! Stole it from a Hindie Movie : The 3 Idiots. XD It can be said a very hilarious movie and inspiring one too. All about studies, friendship and positive thinking. Now i know, our heart is a coward, so we must comfort it with Allz is Well~!! hehe~

Sunway University

LOL!

My first university letter arrived today. XD

It's just an enquiry brochure on scholarships.

But i seriously didn't expect them to really send it to me.

=.=

To those interested or curious to go~ :D

Sunway University

March Roadshow 2011

Date : 11 March (Friday)

Venue : Royale Bintang Hotel, Seremban

Time : 1pm - 5pm

It's called suicide

LIKE

and

DON'T LIKE

-.-

BRAIN ERUPTION

TIK.TIK.TIK

BOOM....

the mirror that never reads

wonder who sees the real meaning

Him...:)

 Valentine's Day 

I've found my other half.

thank You for locking my heart with yours :)

Ich liebe dich so sehr ~ :)

Gramps

Grandfather is ill in bed now.
Critical cardiac and kidney failure.
I will pray for a miracle to happen.
He will live on. Serious.
If someone is willing to give him a chance.

Gramps must show he's still strong.
He must have the will to live on through the pain.
Grandma will miss him.
So he must endure everything.
Never bring tears to the one you love.

I might not have spoken much with him.
But when he overcomes this,
Sis and I will sing a song for him.
We promised to sing Twinkle Twinkle didn't we?
He heard us, he showed us he did.

I wanted to stay beside him.
To lighten up his pain.
But I'm not an adult
What can I do to voice out my opinion.
We will meet again gramps.
By that time, you must open your eyes for me.

I won't show my feelings in front of my parents.
I will hold it in till it burst.
As they will think I'm emotional.
Only my sis will understand me.
And won't look at me weirdly.

May miracles happen.
I'm not ready to face any griefs.
He deserves more.

天黑黑 - Stefanie Sun

天黑黑 - Tian Hei Hei

Stephanie Sun Yan Zi

Can't find the original song for my music player. So, enjoy~ :DD

Will you choose?

RUN HIDE

or

STAND FIGHT

Percentage : 99.9...% of

ALIVE

or

GAME OVER

So close to winning, so close to losing...

Why is life so complicated...

Why no one see's right through me...

Fishing ;)

My Beloved Sister XD

Dad and Sister's Fishing Rods 

Dad fixing my fishing rod :D

The Fish-less(no fish) Pond -.-

Went fishing with family at a nearby pond at Taman Galena.

It's illegal to fish there, that's what making it so fun! XD

My dad fixed everything for sis and me

From netting shrimps to setting the fishing rods. hehe

Mum walked back to house (its a short walkable distance from home)

I killed a shrimp...

I didn't mean to poke the hook through you :X

My hands trembled...as..

I can feel it's pulse beating in my fingers...

Real pulse! And the shrimp is transparent!

So, i saw blood flood through its body.......

Guiltiness ate me up...

Never hold a shrimp by its whiskers.

It will slap you with its tail.

You reflex will tell you to scream and let go.

And there goes your prey.

It ran away...

-.-

Afternoon sun burnt our skin.

It's red arms for now, turning darker soon. :)

Went back with empty hands...

The pond is plain empty...

All the fish has been caught by others. LOL

Fireworks Shower!

I'M RIGHT UNDER IT!!!!! YAY!!!!

Red CNY

I like Fresh Morning!

Nobody to disturb my sleep.

Dream and keep dreaming until late afternoon XD

There are times i just love to stay in bed tough i'm much awake.

Just pretending to be asleep, while peeping around my room.

It was so peaceful 

UNTIL.....

I saw a colorful figure crawling towards me. =___=

My eyes suddenly pop wide open!

And its my sis calling me to wake up.

If don't wake up soon, i'm going to be tickled....

She always does-.-

Still lazing around in bed.

We phoned daddy to wish him Happy Chinese New Year!! XD

Then, we tried to phone our grandparents at Klang.

But line's busy, nevermind then.

Went to wash my face and wish mummy Happy CNY.

My mum : Happy CNY. Today's not CNY yet la....

LOL. So no red packets for today XD

Luckily grandparent's line busy if not ...haha

Went back to sleep, until around 3pm, dad came back.

Helped to carry the mandarin oranges, pack and unpack them.

Yum! Lots of CNY cookies and packed drinks. :D

Dad's very tired. Been working from early morning.

Slept as soon as coming back to house. :)

So next time in the future, me and sis have to earn a lot :D

Cannot let parents work anymore.

They must enjoy life to the max.

Buahaha!! It's a MUST :DD

So, to the budak (sis) who might come across reading this, 

Work hard you know!! ;)

Around 4pm, suddenly the neighborhood behind us having a big commotion.

One of my neighbor's house is on fire.

The store room caught fire and it was burnt black.

Luckily the neighbor beside noticed the thick smoke.

Other people came rushing with water and helped all they could.

They broke the window and the throws the water in.

The children were trapped in the house.

They can't find the key and their parents weren't at home.

Sis and I worked like hell in the bathroom.

Trying to fill up the pails.

But the water just seem to be flowing so slow at the moment.
So we took any water we can find...
Washing water is still water right? =.=

When the fire is finally down(30minutes), only the firemen came....

They broke the door and rushed to save the children.

Luckily the fire didn't spread to the kitchen or other parts.

My dad on the other hand-.-

From sleeping in the living room, went to the bedroom and continued sleeping. LOL

It was just very noisy at the moment, and my dad didn't realize what happened.

Then came the reporter, and the children's mum is crying.

Unlucky fortune but luckily no one got hurt.

The fire was caused by short circuit, from what the neighbors say.

Well, reunion dinner tonight!

I just stole some fried prawns off the plate. XD

Burnt my tongue but delicious!

Firecrackers...hmmm...

Let my dad decide want to play or not. :D

ByeBye, Happy Chinese New Year to ALL. :DD

Black Swan

A New York City ballet company is preparing for the production of Swan Lake, choosing to cast a new lead to replace current star Beth MacIntyre (Winona Ryder) as the Swan Queen. However, the lead must maintain an adequate portrayal of both the White and Black Swans. Nina Sayers (Natalie Portman), a dancer, is picked to compete for the part alongside several other young dancers, including newcomer Lily (Mila Kunis). Nina lives with her caring but overbearing mother Erica (Barbara Hershey), a failed dancer turned amateur artist who tries to control much of Nina's life.

The ballet director Thomas Leroy (Vincent Cassel), is reluctant to cast Nina; he claims that she is the perfect White Swan, with perfect technique, but that she lacks the passion of the darkly sensual Black Swan. During a confrontation over the role, Thomas kisses her, and she bites his lip, surprising and exhilarating him; directly after, he casts her in the lead. He presents her as his new star during a benefit gala.

Nina displays a number of psychotic symptoms, including strong delusions and elaborate visual hallucinations. She begins to feel paranoid that Lily, her understudy, is determined to take the lead away from her. Thomas, meanwhile, becomes increasingly critical of Nina's "frigid" dancing as the Black Swan, and tells her that she should stop being so perfect and simply lose herself in the Black Swan role.

One night, Lily appears at Nina's door and pressures Nina to go out on the town with her. Nina is at first reluctant, but after her mother's pushiness to get rid of Lily, she quickly leaves to escape her controlling mother. During the night out, she takes drugs and becomes more interested in Lily than the men at the bar. Upon returning to Nina's apartment with Lily, the two have sex after Nina has an enraged argument with Nina's mother. Nina wakes up alone the next morning, and rushes to make it on time to rehearsal. When she enters the studio, she finds Lily dancing as the Swan Queen in her absence. Furious, Nina confronts Lily, and asks her why she did not wake her up in the morning. Lily states that she spent the night with a man whom she met at the club, and teases Nina for fantasizing about her.

The night before the ballet's opening, Nina is rehearsing late and continues to experience strong visual hallucinations, such as her reflection acting independent of her and of Lily and Thomas having sex together backstage. When she returns home, she sees her mother's paintings speaking and mocking her. She also notices that the rash on her shoulder has worsened, with little black barbs poking through her skin. Nina pulls one of the barbs from her skin, and it appears to be a black feather. Nina's eyes appear to turn into reddish swan eyes and her legs violently contort into the shape of a swan's. As she tries to steady herself, she falls and knocks herself out on her bedpost.

Nina awakes the night of the opening performance, locked in her bedroom with her mother. Nina's mother tells her that she called the company and informed them that Nina wasn't feeling well and will not be able to perform. After violently forcing her mother to let her leave, Nina arrives at the theater and immediately prepares herself as the White Swan.

The first act is less than desired; the Prince drops Nina while dancing onstage. Distraught, Nina returns to her dressing room and finds Lily there, dressed in the Black Swan costume. As lily announces her intention to play the Black Swan, she changes form into Nina herself. Nina and her duplicate wrestle, with Nina shoving her into a full-length mirror, and during the ensuing scuffle, takes a shard of the mirror and stabs her duplicate, killing her. Upon realizing what she has done, she sees that the body is Lily's. After hiding Lily's body, Nina returns to the stage and dances the Black Swan (the third act of Swan Lake), passionately and sensually, growing black feathers all over her body as she dances, her arms becoming black wings as she finally loses herself and transforms into a black swan; at the end of the act, she receives a standing ovation. When she leaves the stage, she finds Thomas and kisses him with seductive power for the first time.

Back in her dressing room, she is interrupted by a knock at her door: it's Lily, who has come to congratulate her. Nina realizes the fight was another hallucination, but the mirror was shattered. She notices a wound on her body and realizes that she apparently stabbed herself as the White Swan, not Lily. Back on stage, Nina dances passionately and seamlessly in the fourth and final act as the White Swan. In the last moments of the ballet, when the Swan is supposed to kill herself by jumping off a cliff on the stage, the audience erupts in thunderous applause while the cast discovers Nina lying on the safety mattress backstage. After Thomas enthusiastically congratulates her on her performance, Lily gasps in horror as she, Thomas, and the cast see that Nina is covered in blood. Though Nina lies wounded and perhaps dying, she feels content that everything she went through helped her to achieve a perfect performance. The film draws to a close with Nina reveling in the audience's applause as she whispers "I felt it. Perfect. I was perfect," and the screen fades to white.

Cold...*shivers

I just experienced the worst history of weathers few days ago.
Its been raining for the whole day.
Started during the morning dew until late night at 4am.=.=
Its ok for some rain during this sunny CNY.
But freezing temperature just isn't the right thing for Malaysia.
We need sun to survive! :X

Well, other than shivering cold, everything was normal.

Helped mum to fry prawn crackers.

My favorite snack! XD

Later at night ate it with 'acak'

Its so delicious, although a bit spicy.

In the end, I finished off two box of crackers :X

My mum teaches me the 'acak' recipe - literally.

Although not the full recipe but try an error and i will succeed, in the future. :D

8.30pm news is always boring.
Especially when i can't catch the Chinese words.-.-
I had to ask my mum to explain....
Feels kind of bored..
And suddenly i wanted to play jigsaw puzzle.:D
The Milky Way Legend Series - glow in the dark!
I think my sister bought this jigsaw few months back.
No way an unknown jigsaw can appear out of nowhere.

It's a 1000piece jigsaw = hard...

It took me around 8 hours to complete HALF of it.

Started at 8.30pm till 4.00am -.-

I slept a lot in the afternoon, so it was ok :D

Terrible backache after that due to squatting too much...

Did many stretching or my blood will stop flowing. :D

In the end, i had to destroy the jigsaw.

All my hard work...wasted.

Reason? My mum want to sweep the floor tomorrow.

But i saw the glow effect! 

It never fails me to admire it!! XD

a Narwhal whale

A couple on a boat

The Milky Way Legend Series

Incomplete Nebula at the top

ByeBye RM50 :')

RM50 just flew away this afternoon.

All thanks to my itchy hands.

If only i didn't touch d modem settings

If only i didn't try to reformat my PC again.

If only i knew it would be so expensive...

Anyhow, here's what happened..

Seems like i can't online at MSN and Skype.

So i tried adjusting some stuff.

*adjust*meddle*adjust

When i restart my modem, 

It's flashing RED...-.-

It should be flashing yellow actually.

I tried reading the manual book.

But seems like they have NoRecord on any flashing red lights.

So i panicked.

I tried reformatting my PC.

Washed off all my files and folders.

But i made a backup copy beforehand.

Still, i had to sacrifice my SDO files.

It's 4 GB file which takes up all the space in my pendrive.

I tried my best to save the PC.

But I'm not a pro, so i gave up

Sent it to the shop for repair.

Had it fixed, and there goes the money.

This is seriously the most expensive mistake I've ever made D:

So in the future, i must learn more about PC.

If this goes on, my mum will go bankrupt soon. XD

Choir...FAIL

Monday, is a special day.
Because today, the results for my school's choir audition will be out.
I have a freaky suspense, as the results may be good or bad.
Either ways, it's the final decision.
So, i should start praying hard...

But when i saw d results...
How am i suppose to explain my feelings eh?
=___=...

It was hard to swallow the fact.
I FAILED ~
Yes, a typical failure, the person I am.
I felt like laughing and wailing.
I'm a twisted person...-.-

Obviously, I was in shock.
I wanted to enter the choir team so badly.
Reason 1 : I want to sing =.=
Reason 2 : Cocurriculum marks{27 marks in total !}
Reason 3 : You can dress up nicely for the choir competition...

Hehe. Cocuriculum marks is just a benefit if i get chosen.
But it doesn't doesn't matter much.
I've secured enough marks already.
Still it won't harm if i get the chance to boost up my total.
What's mine is mine, not mine don't chase -.-
Be grateful?

Tell the truth.
I kind of liked the audition day {19Jan, Mon}
We get to sing songs! :DD
Somehow, it's a Malay song-.-
Gemilang by JaclynVictor.

A song is still a song, so typically...
I won't mind what kind of songs,
As long as i'm given the chance to sing,
I'll fall for it with my heart :D

Bleeding, pain or anything.
Nothing can stop the fun of singing XD
The feeling of not wanting to stop.ever
Because when you stop,
You might never know when you can continue.

If you can't find the route others made.
Why don't you start your very own path.
Make your own fantasy come true.
Its a belief of dare and hope.
Let people acknowledge you.
Rather than locking up your dreams.

So, it doesn't sound that bad i failed for choir.
I am not qualified but i will still think i am.
Because my mother always tells me.
You're special, so by hook or crook.
I'll make it come true!

My voice...
Probally is a bit dead in melody structure...
From what i interpretate from people's reaction and my own thoughts
It's unsuitable for singing -.-

Still !
I love my voice because its mine and only mine :D
I'll try to figure out what to do with it
Soon enough :$

A Bright New Day

It happened.
Just for today.
Just for this morning.
I attacked myself.

I got lost in thoughts.
My dreamy self stops.
Wonderland shatters.
The reality sucks.

Realize, doubt, insecure.
I want to see Her smile.
But can She listen to my heart.
The heart trailing for Her happiness.

I shiver with tears,
Forcing themselves on me.
My smile wavers with falseness.
Eyes drowned, staying afloat.

I want to help.
Do anything.
To see Her enjoy life.
Seeing Her happy is all I want.

Whispering words.
Caring for truth.
Denial is safer.
Laughing is remedy.
Patience is love.

Edge of breaking.
Heart aching.
End of hopes.
Until i see Her smile again.

I saw the sun.
When clouds washed by me.
Rain was just a nasty thought.
It had never meant to rain.

Voice found me.
Singing crappy tunes.
Rewinding for i know,
That's how i comfort myself.

I tell myself.
She deserves more.
Cross my heart.
The fire burns.

But at last, it ended happily!
I won't have to worry anymore.
Just trying to stay alive longer.
Tough but life is a saying for yourself.

First Day of School

One whole week just passed by
Coming in line another week to go =.=
Time never stops.
Don't you agree with me....

I've been waiting like hell for school to start on the first day.
Not a normal feeling but a special year i guess.
SPM didn't affect much of my mood.
Another hell of exam, that's what i realize.
Still, I love books, and i love exams. -.-
Know why, homework is my worst enemy.
And exam period is my savior.

I feel like a Form1 again, getting all tensed up because of school.
Wearing your uniform, tying your shoelace, packing your school bag.
Ahh~ I'm missing all these soon.
How many more months eh?
Let's keep the clock ticking. :)

This year, my one lone surviving aim.
Do my homework.............
Its one big obstacle.
I'm doing my best, and most of my friends are shocked. XD
I wonder how long can i last.
But one thing's for sure, i can't escape BahasaMalaysia and Moral...
I'm going to get screwed if i missed any of their homework...

Good news for my co-curricular activities.
I managed to score some posts this year, my last year.
I'm the treasurer for :-
TourismClub{Koperasi +Pengguna}, Mahsuri SportsTeam, Carom
Yes~ I'm the treasurer for all the clubs I'm in. XD
And of course, I won't stand a chance in PBSM.
I'm just overly passive there. :)
And one big thanks for my friends who supported me all the way.
Those who encouraged me to take on the challenge.
Thank you. :)

GameS

Game is a CRIME!

It drives you deep into its fun wonderland.

Then you won't even realize you just spent your whole day on it.

But its a fun thing to do.

You meet lots of people, share interest, attack and being attacked.LOL

You never know why.

But it keeps your soul alive. haha

But today, the limit comes.

I have to stop all my games.

No more SororityLife, BackyardMonsters, or X-DO.

I have no regrets to stop gaming.

Because i'm proud of my achievements.

And as for blogging.

I'm not going to shut it down.

It will be inactive for a year.

Future comes first.

Sorry my dear diary. :)

2011 New Year

Its too early for a new year to begin.

I wonder since when the time starts to pass so fast.

We celebrate each coming year like nothing changed.

Repeating our lives, always the same routine.

I wonder who will change this year.

Realizing the truth that 16 years had just passed by.

Every year we get more matured.

So many things to accomplish before you end the year.

Going forth and back from school.

Spending your lives doing homework and studying.

All of these memories is ending soon.

One more year to talk craps, fool around.

One more year before you go to college.

One more year before playing truant is forbidden.

One more year before we have to work for money.

One more year before you leave your friends.

Everyone is choosing their paths.

Will we meet again?

Will we be as close as last time?

Will you still remember me?