Teachers.......

I can never figure out why some teachers are just typically mean... 

Do they have a grudge against students... 

Is asking questions really that bad =.= 

Seriously, maybe i should just stop asking....

But if it's so, why do teachers exist? 

Bye Bye :D

I finally did it :')
I'm so proud of myself.
Facebook will evaporate from my life XD

Scratch?

Hmm~ I wonder. If it aches, can i give it a scratch? o.0

Allz is Well !!

I didn't know what took me so long to realize. Nobody was holding me back. It was myself all this while. Restraining from breaking free. So i might be braver to take a step forward from now on. I want to voice out my opinion too x( I can actually smile better now. Don't believe? nah~ :DD . Hahaha. Everything seems much lighter now. There will be less stress from now on. It's better to let go, sometimes it's true :P Ok. My favorite phrase from now on~ Allz Is Well !! Allz is Well !! Stole it from a Hindie Movie : The 3 Idiots. XD It can be said a very hilarious movie and inspiring one too. All about studies, friendship and positive thinking. Now i know, our heart is a coward, so we must comfort it with Allz is Well~!! hehe~

Sunway University

LOL!

My first university letter arrived today. XD

It's just an enquiry brochure on scholarships.

But i seriously didn't expect them to really send it to me.

=.=

To those interested or curious to go~ :D

Sunway University

March Roadshow 2011

Date : 11 March (Friday)

Venue : Royale Bintang Hotel, Seremban

Time : 1pm - 5pm

It's called suicide

LIKE

and

DON'T LIKE

-.-

BRAIN ERUPTION

TIK.TIK.TIK

BOOM....

the mirror that never reads

wonder who sees the real meaning

Him...:)

 Valentine's Day 

I've found my other half.

thank You for locking my heart with yours :)

Ich liebe dich so sehr ~ :)

Gramps

Grandfather is ill in bed now.
Critical cardiac and kidney failure.
I will pray for a miracle to happen.
He will live on. Serious.
If someone is willing to give him a chance.

Gramps must show he's still strong.
He must have the will to live on through the pain.
Grandma will miss him.
So he must endure everything.
Never bring tears to the one you love.

I might not have spoken much with him.
But when he overcomes this,
Sis and I will sing a song for him.
We promised to sing Twinkle Twinkle didn't we?
He heard us, he showed us he did.

I wanted to stay beside him.
To lighten up his pain.
But I'm not an adult
What can I do to voice out my opinion.
We will meet again gramps.
By that time, you must open your eyes for me.

I won't show my feelings in front of my parents.
I will hold it in till it burst.
As they will think I'm emotional.
Only my sis will understand me.
And won't look at me weirdly.

May miracles happen.
I'm not ready to face any griefs.
He deserves more.

天黑黑 - Stefanie Sun

天黑黑 - Tian Hei Hei

Stephanie Sun Yan Zi

Can't find the original song for my music player. So, enjoy~ :DD

Will you choose?

RUN HIDE

or

STAND FIGHT

Percentage : 99.9...% of

ALIVE

or

GAME OVER

So close to winning, so close to losing...

Why is life so complicated...

Why no one see's right through me...

Fishing ;)

My Beloved Sister XD

Dad and Sister's Fishing Rods 

Dad fixing my fishing rod :D

The Fish-less(no fish) Pond -.-

Went fishing with family at a nearby pond at Taman Galena.

It's illegal to fish there, that's what making it so fun! XD

My dad fixed everything for sis and me

From netting shrimps to setting the fishing rods. hehe

Mum walked back to house (its a short walkable distance from home)

I killed a shrimp...

I didn't mean to poke the hook through you :X

My hands trembled...as..

I can feel it's pulse beating in my fingers...

Real pulse! And the shrimp is transparent!

So, i saw blood flood through its body.......

Guiltiness ate me up...

Never hold a shrimp by its whiskers.

It will slap you with its tail.

You reflex will tell you to scream and let go.

And there goes your prey.

It ran away...

-.-

Afternoon sun burnt our skin.

It's red arms for now, turning darker soon. :)

Went back with empty hands...

The pond is plain empty...

All the fish has been caught by others. LOL

Fireworks Shower!

I'M RIGHT UNDER IT!!!!! YAY!!!!

Red CNY

I like Fresh Morning!

Nobody to disturb my sleep.

Dream and keep dreaming until late afternoon XD

There are times i just love to stay in bed tough i'm much awake.

Just pretending to be asleep, while peeping around my room.

It was so peaceful 

UNTIL.....

I saw a colorful figure crawling towards me. =___=

My eyes suddenly pop wide open!

And its my sis calling me to wake up.

If don't wake up soon, i'm going to be tickled....

She always does-.-

Still lazing around in bed.

We phoned daddy to wish him Happy Chinese New Year!! XD

Then, we tried to phone our grandparents at Klang.

But line's busy, nevermind then.

Went to wash my face and wish mummy Happy CNY.

My mum : Happy CNY. Today's not CNY yet la....

LOL. So no red packets for today XD

Luckily grandparent's line busy if not ...haha

Went back to sleep, until around 3pm, dad came back.

Helped to carry the mandarin oranges, pack and unpack them.

Yum! Lots of CNY cookies and packed drinks. :D

Dad's very tired. Been working from early morning.

Slept as soon as coming back to house. :)

So next time in the future, me and sis have to earn a lot :D

Cannot let parents work anymore.

They must enjoy life to the max.

Buahaha!! It's a MUST :DD

So, to the budak (sis) who might come across reading this, 

Work hard you know!! ;)

Around 4pm, suddenly the neighborhood behind us having a big commotion.

One of my neighbor's house is on fire.

The store room caught fire and it was burnt black.

Luckily the neighbor beside noticed the thick smoke.

Other people came rushing with water and helped all they could.

They broke the window and the throws the water in.

The children were trapped in the house.

They can't find the key and their parents weren't at home.

Sis and I worked like hell in the bathroom.

Trying to fill up the pails.

But the water just seem to be flowing so slow at the moment.
So we took any water we can find...
Washing water is still water right? =.=

When the fire is finally down(30minutes), only the firemen came....

They broke the door and rushed to save the children.

Luckily the fire didn't spread to the kitchen or other parts.

My dad on the other hand-.-

From sleeping in the living room, went to the bedroom and continued sleeping. LOL

It was just very noisy at the moment, and my dad didn't realize what happened.

Then came the reporter, and the children's mum is crying.

Unlucky fortune but luckily no one got hurt.

The fire was caused by short circuit, from what the neighbors say.

Well, reunion dinner tonight!

I just stole some fried prawns off the plate. XD

Burnt my tongue but delicious!

Firecrackers...hmmm...

Let my dad decide want to play or not. :D

ByeBye, Happy Chinese New Year to ALL. :DD

Black Swan

A New York City ballet company is preparing for the production of Swan Lake, choosing to cast a new lead to replace current star Beth MacIntyre (Winona Ryder) as the Swan Queen. However, the lead must maintain an adequate portrayal of both the White and Black Swans. Nina Sayers (Natalie Portman), a dancer, is picked to compete for the part alongside several other young dancers, including newcomer Lily (Mila Kunis). Nina lives with her caring but overbearing mother Erica (Barbara Hershey), a failed dancer turned amateur artist who tries to control much of Nina's life.

The ballet director Thomas Leroy (Vincent Cassel), is reluctant to cast Nina; he claims that she is the perfect White Swan, with perfect technique, but that she lacks the passion of the darkly sensual Black Swan. During a confrontation over the role, Thomas kisses her, and she bites his lip, surprising and exhilarating him; directly after, he casts her in the lead. He presents her as his new star during a benefit gala.

Nina displays a number of psychotic symptoms, including strong delusions and elaborate visual hallucinations. She begins to feel paranoid that Lily, her understudy, is determined to take the lead away from her. Thomas, meanwhile, becomes increasingly critical of Nina's "frigid" dancing as the Black Swan, and tells her that she should stop being so perfect and simply lose herself in the Black Swan role.

One night, Lily appears at Nina's door and pressures Nina to go out on the town with her. Nina is at first reluctant, but after her mother's pushiness to get rid of Lily, she quickly leaves to escape her controlling mother. During the night out, she takes drugs and becomes more interested in Lily than the men at the bar. Upon returning to Nina's apartment with Lily, the two have sex after Nina has an enraged argument with Nina's mother. Nina wakes up alone the next morning, and rushes to make it on time to rehearsal. When she enters the studio, she finds Lily dancing as the Swan Queen in her absence. Furious, Nina confronts Lily, and asks her why she did not wake her up in the morning. Lily states that she spent the night with a man whom she met at the club, and teases Nina for fantasizing about her.

The night before the ballet's opening, Nina is rehearsing late and continues to experience strong visual hallucinations, such as her reflection acting independent of her and of Lily and Thomas having sex together backstage. When she returns home, she sees her mother's paintings speaking and mocking her. She also notices that the rash on her shoulder has worsened, with little black barbs poking through her skin. Nina pulls one of the barbs from her skin, and it appears to be a black feather. Nina's eyes appear to turn into reddish swan eyes and her legs violently contort into the shape of a swan's. As she tries to steady herself, she falls and knocks herself out on her bedpost.

Nina awakes the night of the opening performance, locked in her bedroom with her mother. Nina's mother tells her that she called the company and informed them that Nina wasn't feeling well and will not be able to perform. After violently forcing her mother to let her leave, Nina arrives at the theater and immediately prepares herself as the White Swan.

The first act is less than desired; the Prince drops Nina while dancing onstage. Distraught, Nina returns to her dressing room and finds Lily there, dressed in the Black Swan costume. As lily announces her intention to play the Black Swan, she changes form into Nina herself. Nina and her duplicate wrestle, with Nina shoving her into a full-length mirror, and during the ensuing scuffle, takes a shard of the mirror and stabs her duplicate, killing her. Upon realizing what she has done, she sees that the body is Lily's. After hiding Lily's body, Nina returns to the stage and dances the Black Swan (the third act of Swan Lake), passionately and sensually, growing black feathers all over her body as she dances, her arms becoming black wings as she finally loses herself and transforms into a black swan; at the end of the act, she receives a standing ovation. When she leaves the stage, she finds Thomas and kisses him with seductive power for the first time.

Back in her dressing room, she is interrupted by a knock at her door: it's Lily, who has come to congratulate her. Nina realizes the fight was another hallucination, but the mirror was shattered. She notices a wound on her body and realizes that she apparently stabbed herself as the White Swan, not Lily. Back on stage, Nina dances passionately and seamlessly in the fourth and final act as the White Swan. In the last moments of the ballet, when the Swan is supposed to kill herself by jumping off a cliff on the stage, the audience erupts in thunderous applause while the cast discovers Nina lying on the safety mattress backstage. After Thomas enthusiastically congratulates her on her performance, Lily gasps in horror as she, Thomas, and the cast see that Nina is covered in blood. Though Nina lies wounded and perhaps dying, she feels content that everything she went through helped her to achieve a perfect performance. The film draws to a close with Nina reveling in the audience's applause as she whispers "I felt it. Perfect. I was perfect," and the screen fades to white.

Cold...*shivers

I just experienced the worst history of weathers few days ago.
Its been raining for the whole day.
Started during the morning dew until late night at 4am.=.=
Its ok for some rain during this sunny CNY.
But freezing temperature just isn't the right thing for Malaysia.
We need sun to survive! :X

Well, other than shivering cold, everything was normal.

Helped mum to fry prawn crackers.

My favorite snack! XD

Later at night ate it with 'acak'

Its so delicious, although a bit spicy.

In the end, I finished off two box of crackers :X

My mum teaches me the 'acak' recipe - literally.

Although not the full recipe but try an error and i will succeed, in the future. :D

8.30pm news is always boring.
Especially when i can't catch the Chinese words.-.-
I had to ask my mum to explain....
Feels kind of bored..
And suddenly i wanted to play jigsaw puzzle.:D
The Milky Way Legend Series - glow in the dark!
I think my sister bought this jigsaw few months back.
No way an unknown jigsaw can appear out of nowhere.

It's a 1000piece jigsaw = hard...

It took me around 8 hours to complete HALF of it.

Started at 8.30pm till 4.00am -.-

I slept a lot in the afternoon, so it was ok :D

Terrible backache after that due to squatting too much...

Did many stretching or my blood will stop flowing. :D

In the end, i had to destroy the jigsaw.

All my hard work...wasted.

Reason? My mum want to sweep the floor tomorrow.

But i saw the glow effect! 

It never fails me to admire it!! XD

a Narwhal whale

A couple on a boat

The Milky Way Legend Series

Incomplete Nebula at the top

ByeBye RM50 :')

RM50 just flew away this afternoon.

All thanks to my itchy hands.

If only i didn't touch d modem settings

If only i didn't try to reformat my PC again.

If only i knew it would be so expensive...

Anyhow, here's what happened..

Seems like i can't online at MSN and Skype.

So i tried adjusting some stuff.

*adjust*meddle*adjust

When i restart my modem, 

It's flashing RED...-.-

It should be flashing yellow actually.

I tried reading the manual book.

But seems like they have NoRecord on any flashing red lights.

So i panicked.

I tried reformatting my PC.

Washed off all my files and folders.

But i made a backup copy beforehand.

Still, i had to sacrifice my SDO files.

It's 4 GB file which takes up all the space in my pendrive.

I tried my best to save the PC.

But I'm not a pro, so i gave up

Sent it to the shop for repair.

Had it fixed, and there goes the money.

This is seriously the most expensive mistake I've ever made D:

So in the future, i must learn more about PC.

If this goes on, my mum will go bankrupt soon. XD