Blog~Blog~

Yeay!!
Moving on to a new blog
Activation after exams!
I'll just start from scratch....
From 0 post...=.=

My Quote

Words without feelings is a world without colors

Keep :)

Unspeakable...

It's not fair...

You get to scold me..

And the next two hours,

you can forget nothing happened..

Then you ask "want to eat anything?" =.=

From that moment on...

Everything looks normal...

How can you bait me with food!!! =.=

Pathetically...

I'm always falling for it........

Haiz...

Now i'm so-called having "fever"

I feel a bit warm these days..

Just standing can bring me to sweat...

But hey! The weather is hot-.-

My forehead seems kinda warm..

Warm is normal...I'm human-.-

Fever pills...

I'm not having fever! ...

Trashed

You know, it's so hard for me to mature up.

Everyone has emotions, fear joy love sadness surprise anger

What if one of those emotions went missing inside you.

When you almost burst, you pull it back in.

If someone sees the emotion, scared them eh?

Sharing an emotion is scary.

People sees through your trashed history.

And eventually, keeps a distance away...

Keeping it inside is even more painful.

You don't know how much you can hold back.

Until the day, when you finally give up on yourself.

Listening to people's heart.

Solving people's problems.

I don't wish for much.

I don't ask for any solutions.

I don't want to drown you with me.

I just need someone to listen.

Looking straight ahead.

Waiting and waiting.

For someone to see me.

Someone to be there for me.

Just for someone to say- I care.

My Quote

Keep :) and probably you won't :')

Gastric Remedies :)

Tip 1: It is crucial to take 3 meals daily at regular time. Remember to avoid snacks at night so as to prevent nocturnal acid secretion which will trigger gastric pain at night.

Tip 2: Try not to overeat at each meal. If you feel hungry easily, try to take some small snacks between meals. A small portion each time with more frequent meals will reduce attacks.

Tip 3: It is important that you do not take too fatty food, too oily stuff or too much fiber in your diet as all these trigger acid secretion. Instead, eat more garlic.

Tip 4: You have to avoid taking too much spicy foods as Chili will induce over active acid secretion, causing dyspeptic symptoms such as, abdominal pain, nausea, feeling of fullness and bloating.

Tip 5: Drinking too much milk is not encouraged as milk contain Calcium and protein, therefore enhancing acid production. Drink lots of water everyday.

Tip 6: Avoid certain caffeine containing beverages such as coffee, tea, coke, as well as alcohol, citrus juice and tomato juice.

Tip 7: Avoid consuming too much of certain food like chocolate, mint, spearmint and chewing gum.

Tip 8: Stop smoking as cigarette contain nicotine.

Tip 9: To elevate your head 6-8 inches higher during sleep, by placing a block/foam/wedge under the head, to reduce acid reflux.

Tip 10: Avoid wearing tight fitting clothes and lying down immediately after a meal.

Tip 11: Try to lose weight if you are obese.

Tip 12: Try to take a more relax pace in life, stress will trigger acid reflux.

My first gastric :D

Stomach in extreme corrosion...

Sit stand or sleep...it still haunts you..

I guess thats what you call gastric...

WOW! 

its..............painful...-.-

I gobbled down a huge burger for late night meal....

So when my stomach was in pain,

I thought it was food poisoning or something.

The pain was suppose to subside, 

So i ignored it, continue with movies and games.

When the pain got worst,

I feel like escaping to sleep,

Hopefully the pain will go away in my dreams-.-

I managed all the way to my bedroom without

.....falling down unconscious...

Slowly got on bed...

The more i move my body around,

the worst it got...

Relax...i told myself to relax...

Think of happy stuff....

The pain feels numb to me now...

When i close my eyes, the pain shots back into me.....

I need to sleep, so screw the pain...

Close your eyes, when you sleep, you cant feel a single pain...

How i wish it was true...

I took in all the pain, until i burst...

I just feel like banging my head on the wall...(suiciding)

I don't like this kind of pain :(

Half in tears, i woke my sister up..

Swallowed the gastric pill..

But it got stuck halfway without water to flush it down..

After that, the pain hit me a few more times before saying byebye..

Like revenging on me for trying to make it disappear =.=

Yea, im never ever telling mum i got gastric...

She's going to kill and nag me...haiz...

So, for safety, i'll smuggle some pills for emergency use :)

Dreams~oh~dreams

A little girl in a little dark room, having a little thought. Is the room going to eat me up? she asked mummy. Hiding behind the mother's skirt, she pretended she can't see through the room's darkness. But she knows, she can convince her mind but not her heart. I'm afraid, I want to go home, she tells her mum. But her mum is no longer there. Betrayal, she is alone. Hands outstretched to grab her only hope. Something to make her disappear from the stare of the eyes in the darkness. The eyes which spells depths of meaning without a single word, simple but sharp. She wants to run back home, to her bed which holds the diary of feelings. She wants to but she can't. If she makes a single sound, the eyes will see her. She walks slowly, hides in a corner, and waits for someone to rescue her. When she woke up, she realized, it's just another dream. A dream in life, a life in dreams. I'm starting to get them mixed up =.=

Motion Pictures Shown in Feel Around

You won't stop laughing no matter how many times you watch this! XD

Drowning :)

From now on...
I'll just let myself drown ^^
I had been breathing my whole life..
It's time to try something new..

Drown drown~
Drown to the bottom~
Bubbles float~
Pop!